So my best friend was asked to say her own point of view and she said” it was her who slapped him first; I was almost fainting because I couldn’t believe my ears …. and that was my first heart break,it was after that day I knew people gets heart broken and have faced several hear break but then I learnt never to trust anyone anymore, all to which was even impossible to achieve… you have got to trust at least one person.
All the through out the whole term she was always crying telling me she didn’t know what came over her that fateful day she testified against me and she needed me to forgive and forget the situation, but whenever I remember that particular scene of betrayal, it just becomes so difficult for me to forgive her and most times I get so disgusted at seeing her.” Can’t you see am to hurt to forgive!! Let me be I can’t forgive you …it not possible!. I left her at the school gate that fateful not knowing that would be the last days of our friendship. I wish I was able to forgive, not just forgive as per say I was meant to forgive and forget because I really loved her just like I loved my sisters. I never knew the one who hurt is more hurt than the one who is hurt. I got to school the next day seeing my best friend with some set of crazy girl in school and when I said crazy girls I mean; girls that jump out of school to meet guys and comes with with various forms of gift that you never know what they went to do with those guys to earn the expensive gift, though I was naive then but I know guys are not Santa clause, I was first angry at her and I made an attempt to stop her the third day, I summoned up all the courage in me but it was to no avail, becuase she didn’t give me a listening ear. So from that day onward I walk alone home from school and walk to school alone, towards the end of the third semester I had a new companion; Resx our dog, he follows me to school daily and once I closed I always meet him at the junction of my school.
Today was terrible in school, I faced two difficult situation, I was at the food vendor area when a classmate called me that he needed me to advice my best friend ” what happened I said ” ” I saw her exchanging pornography with one guy he replied ” why now was the only thing I could say. I felt bad… It was all my fault then I left… I kept thinking about that scene of her collecting that stuff; I can’t try to figure out what those crazy girls could have impute into her little brain, she is easily manipulated, then when wen were still firends, I was strong for us; I stood firm for us, she couldn’t do some things because I won’t allow it but now I pushed her into the arms of the evil children in our school. ” just imagine the rubbish I have caused with my unforgiving heart.” I hate my self for this”
After class today, someone came to report my best friend to me and this time around I went as far as trying to solve the problem because it involved my new best friend; some girl I got fund of, we meant some months ago, but no matter how I tried I couldn’t just support my new best friend … Seeing tears rolling off my ex best friend eye was too painful to bear even when I knew she could be lying at least every statement she made assumes to be a lie but…
Written by; Mabaiku pepere.