Oh my uterus
Hey baby, how is my angel doing today? hey dad, I’m not doing so great. I just find out I might be in a big mess soon, I really do not know who to turn out to, daddy I am so confused right now… baby .. talk to me, I’m always for you. You can talk to me anytime.
Dad! Teddy and Luke are brothers! Teddy made a call through to the house and I got to find out they are family. Oh honey! all you have to do is let Luke know you do have a past and he will understand. Okay baby? Okay dad… I replied but right within my spirit I know I’m still in love with teddy; it was so obvious how my whole body reacted when I knew they were brothers, it feels like my whole dream of sleeping with teddy outside my marriage got disturbed, I really do not think I’m sacred of hurting Luke, what I think I am scared of is “I might never be able to stay in Teddy’s arms again”. Hey honey! I will be down soon, I walked steadily to the living room to have some food to eat, Angel told me you have not being eating lately… Are you okay Tracy, I am my love, just feeling a bit weak and dizzy little, oh my God! Could it be that I am pregnant! I was scared and shocked, Luke could see it in my face and he gradually turned his face from me, angel? Yes daddy she answered, Luke said in a loving manner, how will it be to have a little baby brother in the house so soon? It will be super cool dad.
I know it will be super cool to have my baby, what I’m not sure about is if I really want this baby now, I’m not sure this marriage won’t end in a divorce! I’m not sure of many things anymore! Teddy has taken all my sanity away since I heard he is fine and healthy.
Angel, please can you call any of the maid to get something, here I am MA Margret answered, I need warm water with my food, I think it is too spicy.
Baby, we should drop by at the clinic when I’m driving to work! He said so loud with a great smile on his face. I was of course happy for him, Luke will be a great father, because I can see how much he loves his baby girl, he once told me he always make sure he return from war because he can not imagine her not having him by her side, tears dropped out of my face, I feel so much like Judas Iscariot here. I am not supposed to hurt this man, he has lost his wife to an ailment, he has never attempt to hurt me since he married me and he has given me all I want in life, so what do I want again? What is wrong with me? I searched deep down my heart and realized what was wrong was I never really stopped loving teddy. I married Luke because he is reputable and mum wanted me to do so, because I need to make dad happy and now I’m stocked in between loving my husband, cheating on him or leaving him which will end up hurting the baby in my belly..