OH MY UTERUS
just like love story from movies.
He inserted his penis into my vagina and started yanking so hard on me, his teeth was stroking round my breast at the same time with his manhood yanking in between my vagina, I have never felt sex could be more interactive and interesting as this is, there was this connection between us, just like love story from movies.
We woke up the next morning, trying every way possible to get back to teddy. Sergeant Luke took me back to the clinic after some days, it was so hard to find my way back but a lot of unpleasant experience has occurred before I found my way back to teddy. I bid him farewell, I took an immediate plane home because my parents had called severally, they were sick and worried about me. I got home after some hours, mum and dad were the happiest couple on earth at the moment I got to the living room, it was then I realized no matter how angry a child’s parent were, they could never wish their children a journey of no return.
You are never going back to see him ever again! That teddy has brought you nothing but pain all your life.
I have had to watch you live in pain through our your college life, I have had to watch you starve yourself almost to death, my baby… You are our only source of joy.
I’m so sorry for everything daddy, I have never had the intention to hurt ton with my feelings. “There are times in life you will love people who you can never have the life you wish with my love, all you need do is let life take the turn that favours you”.
You don’t have to give her all this sermon mother said in her African accent, look at us both, we worked hard to give you the good life you got. I believe you should make the right decision for the one who will come into this world through you. Marriage is not always about love, it’s about God, love and commitment. The time will come when love will vanish but the God and the commitment will keep it going smoothly. The love story that hurts more than pain itself.
Those was the greatest hitting words I have ever heard from my parents I know they were right, I might never be able to satisfy teddy anymore, I might not be a good wife all along, I might never be able to help change his clothes, give him his drugs daily, watch him sleep, make love to him when I know he doesn’t have the strength to satisfy me as a woman. He might never be able to take our kids to school, play ball with the boys or catch some dishes with the girls while we are making dinner, this is my dream life. I don’t know if I was willing to leave all of that for love, I’m not sure if I have the strength for all of that commitment. I cried myself to bed every night for the next two months. I was on my way to the mall today when I ran into a sergeant that looked so familiar.
Hello Tracy! I was stood startled and scared. How did you find me I said in surprise , I have asked Fate to reunite me with you if we are meant to be, sergeant Luke replied.
Kneeling on the floor right in front of myself and a whole lot of people passing by he asked “Tracy, will you marry me? Will you be my companion who will never leave ?will you be the one who prays for me when I have to go rescue people from situation my instinct can not save me from? Will you give me the best kids?will you love my only kid with our kids to come? Will you be the woman I work do hard so that she can have a great and memorable life? Tears was running through my cheek, I asked myself if I really want to do this, I f I wanted to let go of a relationship I have built over years, If I want to leave the man who would do anything just to make me happy? If this man kneeling in front of me, begging me to be his better half is worth letting go of teddy for, my mind was so cloudy and my heart could not tell me what to do.
To be continued